| goodbyeergz |
[Nov. 16th, 2008|03:18 pm] |
And I love you more that I could say
And probably more than you'd ever wanna hear anyway |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 12th, 2007|04:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | motion city soundtrack - broken heart | ] |
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But you never get used to it
You just have to live with it |
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| weird feeling |
[Aug. 5th, 2007|10:45 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | look back and laugh | ] |
i have this weird feeling that something bad has happened or will happen today. or soon. i dont know. weird? |
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| amazing day |
[Aug. 4th, 2007|01:37 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | huggy mix - track03 (fireworks - thenewone demo 2007) | ] |
so i thought i had to work at 6 am this morning. and i go in...and my coworkers look at me confused as to why i have arrived in uniform with a hummus bagel in hand. i find out that i work the following day at 6 am. wow. work in 4 and a half hours from now. so i go home and sleep with huggy for hours. i wake up to a phone call from brett asking me what time the show is. i had no clue what he was even talking about. i then remembered that we had a show in saginaw. so i got dressed, ate some food and hurried there. when i got to bretts i heard a rough version of one of our new songs. some of the vocal patterns were a little weird but in general i thought it was sounded pretty amazing. dave is going in soon and redoing the whole thing. im excited. it was huggy mix - Track02 (fireworks - fourhits demo 2007). the show was pretty weird. we didnt play the best and there were a lot of technical errors. pretty awkward set. we played with the natalie fight and those kids are all super nice. it was good meeting them. so we get our shit together and take off. the car ride home for some reason was amazing. we sang set your goals (this very moment), new found glory, just surrender, and first to leave songs not only acapella, but a few of the songs to members of the bands over the phone haha. chris also told some random old dude on the freeway that he was going to fuck him and then went on to say 'i want you to fist my ass with that whole arm you white nigger'. pretty amazing. we also stopped for snacks and these guys told us we should stop at 'the pit' and we started asking if hot guys were going to be there and they called us homos so mojan (great night for mojan) says "youre the one wearing a hoodie with no undershirt. fucking faggot". poor boy looked as if he was going to cry. good. haha. the drive home felt like tour again. i miss it. i dont want to be home anymore. everything here reminds me of you. and its killing me. i just need to be out again. we will be the 23rd. i cant wait. im also pretty excited for 'this is hardcore'. i hope everything goes through.
after that we all took turns giving terrible south park impressions. good life i live. i love it though. do what you love and fuck the rest. also an intense swellers day. surrounded by stickers in the van and listened to them the whole way there. i also realized talking to nick online...that im just afraid to write lyrics. im afraid of being disappointed. im starting to learn that life really isnt worth living if you dont take risks. everything is scary and intimidating...but you kind of just have to dive in and not look back. if it doesnt work or sounds like shit...oh well at least you jumped in. you werent that kid who was afraid to dive and made terrible excuses as to why. im that kid now. time to start diving in puddles. who knows. maybe ill produce some bad but honest lyrics in the near future. today was one of those days where i was having a lot of fun and kept my mind very occupied...but still had you on my mind all day. you are what i love. and im beginning to realize that i miss you so much...but i need to let these feelings mellow out a bit. then in time we can jumpstart our friendship. and who knows. maybe even find this great love weve shared, all over. all i needs a jet pack and rollerskates to get this started. this is getting pretty long. i think im bringing it to an end. good night internet world. |
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| if i could only see you now.... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2007|05:13 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | saves the day - ups and downs | ] |
fuck you myspace. user profile currently undergoing maintenance. thanks. i just woke up to go to work miserable. and all i want is to look at stupid pictures of you. i cant even do that. ugh. looks like ill just stare at my phone for half an hour like a creep. 'here i am being you'.
i cant even go to my homepage. i have a " Sorry! an unexpected error has occurred." myspace seriously never has their shit together. and because of it im freaking out. how lame is that. seems like that isnt healthy.
in other news (outside of the world of myspace)...i watched zodiac last night. i thought it was amazing. it WAS long. but everyone told me it was terrible. incorrect. i really enjoyed it. it held my attention the entire time and was one of the most interesting movies ive seen in a while. with a cast like that under david fincher's direction, i really wouldnt expect anything less.
it's august 3rd. happy birthday amanda martin. have fun in philly dude.
i need something to do today. i get off work pretty early. i need to occupy this mind of mine. maybe ill attempt to make pad thai again. though it never quit seems to work out. JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE IN THIS LIFE OF SHIT. sigh. 'maybe i should stop listening to so much emo'.
give me one good night of sleep. thats all i ask. i always wake up at the oddest hour of the night. and then get up for a bit. then have trouble falling asleep. it doesnt help that i always work unusual hours. and im realizing this entry is just dragging on and on. time to get ready. SEE YA. |
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| wwjd |
[Aug. 2nd, 2007|08:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | snapcase | ] |
so i have recently realized...more people read livejournal than i thought. i really only thought that only one person reads mine haha. oh well. i dont care. now the world nows im an emo faggot. emo 4 eva.
today has been weird. this morning was wild. it was a tease. i want more. i miss you. i just want to see you and feel you and hear your voice. i know it hasnt been long...but its not getting easier. i still think about you just as much. and am longing for the day when i can see you again. im longing for the day when i can drink a cookies and cream snowdrift with you. i wont til that day. that will be the celebration toast. xxx dude.
however, despite my weird/sad mood...i did get a free sesame bagel with hummus. i love connections.
as for now. i am listening to snapcase and talking to nick diener of the swellers on the phone (superfan!!!!!!!!!). im obsessed. for real.
and now im about to watch a movie with mommy. cool dude. work at 6. kill me.
ps thank you huggy for always being there to cuddle with me when i cry. must be pretty awkward for you. you always look really confused. but you dont seem to mind. thanks dude. |
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| interesting day |
[Aug. 1st, 2007|10:49 pm] |
to say the least.
i woke up early in the morning and to my surprised actually finished a song. and despite how typical i think it sounds...i enjoy it. first time in a long time.
after my creative side calmed down i went to ferndale and helped samantha move some stuff to her mom's house. it's sad that she's leaving. and i feel as if ive been a shit friend in recent months. i dont know. we used to be really close and talk on the phone and hang out on a semi-regular basis. kind of weird we dont anymore. she will certainly be missed.
i closed for the first time at work today. i was nervous about it because i thought itd be really slow and id have nothing to do. but there was a knitting group in there and it was surprisingly busy. nothing compared to the mornings. but busy nonetheless.
wild events at work today.
i made a connection at einstein's bagels. someone to fuel my recent obsession...sesame seed bagel with hummus. toasted. someone who works there said she is going to bring me one during my shift 12-5 shift tomorrow. im excited.
even weirder. we slowed down for a bit about 2 hours into the shift...and i hear someone say "tymm?".
i look at this girl with bewilderment. she looks familiar. and i give her a hello with a look of half familiarity while still trying to piece together the puzzles of who she is. suddenly she says, "...natalie. ......cassady?". wow. a girl i havent seen in 11 years is standing in front of me. furthermore...recognized me haha. wild. even weirder is that i recently found her on facebook and flipped about that. and thought it was so weird that she was even still alive haha. i hadnt heard that name in years before facebook. then all of a sudden standing before me in the flesh. its weird because she looks so grown up...and i feel like i still look like such a child. the last i remember about her...was me being 9 years old and slapping her in the face. good memory. apparently her last of mine was me with my fly down. embarrassing.
the weird things that happen at the bou haha.
i also discovered a new drink at work. i mix the ACAI smoothie mix, with half soy milk, and a shot of raspberry syrup. probably the best drink ive had NEXT to the cookies and cream snowdrift. nothing will ever beat that.
wow. long entry. record breaking perhaps. maybe ill start actually using this thing. it will help occupy my time and keep my mind busy. i need that. i need to stay busy. i lose my mind when im alone and doing nothing. busy. forever. good night dear diary. (90's forever) |
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| The Vast Spoils Of America |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|05:21 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Vast Spoils Of America | ] |
Sometimes taking off can open up your eyes
To everything that lies in your heart
'Cause that's when you miss your home
And the trees seem a little deader
I think we're getting back tonight
Would you care if I came over?
I've missed you about three weeks now
I'm dying just to taste your lips
Could we stomp around your back yard
And wreck our clothes in the mud?
im not done. i dont know if ill ever be. |
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| nebraska bricks |
[Jun. 10th, 2007|11:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | denver | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | dave yoha's bad riffs | ] |
yet another saves the day song that corresponds to the city im in. last night we played nebraska and the entire day was a blur. eventful day to see the least. im nervous about the future. and scared. but more excited than ive ever been in my entire life.
tonight were in colorado. last night with set your goals and just surrender. maybe ill mosh.
ps get me a neon fanny pack already |
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| hot time in delaware |
[Jun. 2nd, 2007|02:54 am] |
why is my life outlined by titles of saves the day songs?
seems like every time im in a city of a saves the day song "hot time in delaware" or "sometimes new jersey"....seems like i have the worst day ever.
cool dude. |
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| sometimes, new jersey |
[May. 29th, 2007|05:43 am] |
most frustrating day ever. get me out of this life of shit.
i just want to eat ben and jerrys forever. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|04:21 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the F.U.'s | ] |
changed the background and colours of my livejournal. i think my background is pretty funny. seems like no one else will. |
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| SHOW! |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|12:40 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | another breath | ] |
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| UPDATE!! 2 NEW SONGS, NEWS UPDATE AND PICS UP NOW!! |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|09:26 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | owen | ] |
hey pals! camp fireworks here. thought it was about time for a update so heres whats been up....
first and foremost, we just finished up recording our e.p. with john naclerio at nada recordings(brand new,my chemical romance) and are very pleased with everything and hope that everyone else is as well. check john out at nadarecording.com!
the record should be out early this fall (late sept/early oct) on RUN FOR COVER records, check out 2 new songs on our space now! we will also be hitting a city near you in the very early future so come and hang out.
and last, new pics are up so go check those out, we love bikes.
love,
fireworks and the bottlerockettes.
www.myspace.com/fireworksmi |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|07:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | christina's | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | strike anywhere | ] |
Rancid playing two detroit dates. nice.
September 8, 2006 Detroit, MI Saint Andrews Hall
September 9, 2006 Detroit, MI Saint Andrews Hall |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|03:00 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | chokehold | ] |
4 days. fuck. |
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